2004-08-15//im sorry i was gone
2004-07-13//repeat. repeat. repeat.
2004-05-12//you are amazing
2004-05-11//oh gosh.
2004-05-04//its been like this for 4 years
2004-04-28//no not you.
2004-04-27//getoutgetoutgetoutgetoutgetout
2004-04-20//i think its so groovy now that people are finially gettin together
2004-04-15//this is how i feel all the time. incase you didnt understand me saying "i am nothing" this is what imean. this is how it is everyday and i just feel emptier. i would like you to know, you are the cause of this. this is your fault. it is. it is.
2004-04-11//nothing like a little self destruction.
2004-04-08//i cant believe you dont want a password you motherfucker
2004-04-05//its been awhile and its all the same
2004-03-31//locked
2004-03-30//walking on a wire.
2004-03-29//addicted to SEX
2004-03-28//i cant feel
2004-03-25//im sorry this is so long. but. its. well you dont have to read it.
2004-03-02//i felt myself slip.
2004-03-01//unlikely.
2004-03-01//and im standing on air with nothing holding me.
2004-02-27//i need you so much closer. i need you so much closer. i need you so much closer. i need you so much closer. i need you so much closer. i need you so much closer.
2004-02-13//this is what living like this does. this is what living like me does.
2004-02-12//when you sneeze youre suppose to say i miss you
2004-02-06//im going down
2004-02-02//something i dont understand. but its the only thing that makes me feel better.
2004-02-01//i did it to myself a long time ago. its about time you did too.
2004-01-31//i hate this
2004-01-30//your're on your own.
2004-01-29//things like that really bug me
2004-01-26//a picture for your viewing pleasure
2004-01-23//oh i dont know.
2004-01-19//i know how this is going to end its a little thing called suicide
2004-01-18//dont try and change me
2004-01-16//this is just alittle
2004-01-15//so tired of this
2004-01-15//so tired of this
2004-01-15//ive tired so hard to hide
2004-01-12//im sorry i did that too again
2004-01-09//this is brilliant
2004-01-07//im not listening when you say goodbye.
2004-01-06//plain
2004-01-05//and me too
2004-01-04//do do doooda dum dee.
2004-01-03//damn yous
2004-01-01//i fucking hate you now
2003-12-30//broken. bleeding. cutting. you know what im talking about
2003-12-26//i hate christmas
2003-12-23//i am this way only.
2003-12-22//bloody fucking mess asshole.
2003-12-22//im sorry for how i am
2003-12-19//lets talk about metaphors.
2003-12-18//nowhere
2003-12-17//lord of the rings
2003-12-16//broken again and again
2003-12-15//something i came up with while i was alone.
2003-12-14//i am going nowhere
2003-12-11//turn back. now. please.
2003-12-10//nothing has changed.
2003-12-05//more than you think.
2003-12-02//this is how it has to be.


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